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..gotten this from me da-jie.. all the way from australia.. hope she's doing fine.. v.



it's one plus.. and i'm here.. juz watched the locally directed.. locally shot.. watever u call that.. movie.. erm.. [sWeet dREaMs and tURtLe sOUp].. so sweet.. that jOEy LOh guy's kinda cute.. haiz.. the ger's so lucky.. found someone who truthfully love her.. me.. i dunno.. very bored of life le.. committing suicide.. haha.. sounds scary.. sounds horrifying.. but the top student did it.. the ger lead a hard life.. but she's gotten good memories.. good buddies.. good mom.. good everything.. even a good boyfriend.. but.. haiz.. i'm so so different.. memories?? wat do i have?? buddies?? i hate to say.. parents.. they aren't that bad.. every parent would care for their child.. i know that well.. tHaNks mOm.. tHaNks dAd.. haiz.. i dunno where i'm heading.. i dunno wat i'm doing.. i'm living an average life.. something that's not too bad.. nothing too good either.. haiz.. but.. the show was good.. something commentable.. thumbs up..

my situation now.. i dunno.. i'm confused.. confused till i think.. i'll do nothing but rot.. i hate this.. i've got no one to tell to.. who could i?? so here i am.. i dunno.. but.. mOnEy.. thanks for being there.. too much stuffs are happening.. juz too much.. i dunno wat i'm going through.. i dunno how i'm gonna handle.. actually i dun even know.. wat i'm really troubling abt.. haiz.. my life's in a mess.. sOmEOnE.. sOmEbOdy.. i dunno.. i think i like that sOmEbOdy.. but.. maybe i like that sOmEOnE more?? i dunno.. really dun.. wat's going on?? people's attached.. i'm simply dreaming.. he gave me hope.. and i'm now suffering.. it's not his fault.. it's me being too foolish.. haiz..

REbEccA's weird today too.. are we all juz too stressed or something?? i dunno if i am.. but.. things aren't really going right.. she screamed at us in class today.. or should i say.. screamed at me?? she shouted why didn't we wait for her.. and i was like.. huh?? u were waiting for mALcOLm.. are we like all supposed to wait for u two like.. extreme slow-coaches?? then she shooted.. u all hate me izzit?? i was stunned.. huh?? wat the.. if hated u.. i wouldn't have hanged around with u for so bloody long le lor.. wat crap is she even talking abt?? crap.. now.. we are the bad people.. she's the angel.. even dAniEL thinks so too.. hate this.. hate it.. it gets really sick waiting for that particular person all the time lor.. and i mean ALL!! please lor.. can she please go do some bloody thinking?? it's not like we've never waited.. it's not once.. but.. many many a times that we waited with her.. keeping her accompany waiting for some un-gentleman-ly idiot.. A.L.W.A.Y.S!! that's wat u call a guy.. puke..

haiz.. watever.. time for bed.. hope tomolo's a better day.. miss sOmEOnE.. gOOd nitE to that sOmEOnE..

p.s sorrie xiEzHi.. this came a little late.. hApPy BiRtHdAy!!



whAa.. it's been so long since i last updated this blog le.. was really busy these days.. with lots of projects.. tests.. tutorials and lectures to managed with.. phEw.. finally coming to an end.. tomolo's my last paper before i go enjoy myself for the term break.. hEehEe.. so excited.. mE.. hUiEn and xiNLi had been meeting up to go look for jobs.. but.. dun seem like there's any reply leh.. wat the.. kinda waste time.. they went k-BOx for interview today.. wonder how did it go.. haiz.. dunno.. hUiEn hasn't updated me with anything about that.. hope she will later.. she's out for movies.. with.. aHhEm.. haAhAa.. ay.. anywayz.. me feel like changing my blog skin again le.. fiOnA.. your skin very sweet.. but.. kinda plain plain ar.. muz do more changes kie.. heE.. wonder if she still reads my blog.. so long never updated le..

spent vALEntiNE's dAy rather hectic-ly.. erm.. rush here rush there.. wat the.. haiz.. anyway.. was hAppy this v. dAy though.. received sOmEtHinG from that sOmEbOdy.. hEe.. was really shocked.. it came late.. but.. it's that thought that truthfully touched me.. but.. i dunno.. dun wanna be a third party.. wat am i to do?? hate this.. hELP!! haiz.. then.. back to the main topic.. i went over to bishan with xiNGyi at 7 plus plus.. the queue already kinda long.. but.. wat to do.. gotta queue.. then.. knew quite a number of people there ar.. became not bad friends lah.. haha.. nice people.. then me went home at 11 plus plus.. first minute i got home.. dad started to nag.. haiz.. then managed to escape.. took a shower at almost 3.. done at 4.. mom suddenly got out of bed.. nagged again.. haiz.. erm.. then could only leave house at 5.. got them breakfast.. they wanted rOti-pRatA.. haha.. then we had picnic there.. a different experience ba.. mE and hUiEn.. erm.. skipped viOLin lesson that day ar.. oOps.. hEe.. then.. ay.. 56 arrived at 5 plus.. they came in a police car.. coOL.. read that on the papers.. heE.. ay.. then erm.. they signed for almost 5 hours lor.. that's like real long.. imagine.. repeating the same thing for 5 hours non-stop.. wat the.. haiz.. poor them.. they went back the next day.. kinda sudden too.. didn't expect.. waiting for their next return ar.. excitEd..

anyway.. i'm glad that i got to know ciNdy.. she's so nice and sweet lor.. told her the other day that i've gotten like row 20 plus seats for 56's concert.. then she like volunteered to help me get nearer seats.. ask me sell mine away.. so nice de.. then she went through like a lot of trouble lor.. the ugly chairman of the stupid starland initially say cannot sell to non-members.. then i think ciNdy.. somewat begg-ed and request-ed.. and we've gotten our tixs.. she's so nice.. owe her one big one ar.. tHAnks lOts LOts ar.. ^-^

anyway.. heard from eLi.. cAt's coming back to singapore for a week during her april holidays.. and.. so long never hear from eLi le.. wonder how's she.. muz call her one of these days.. haha.. then when cAt's back.. we'll be out shopping again.. our usual stuffs ar.. heE.. ay.. and our 'O's are coming out on the 27 Feb.. that's wat i heard ar.. phEw.. excitEd.. plus.. woRRiEd.. how?? i dunno.. i dun wanna retake my english for no improvement ar.. a bit the stupid lor.. but i dun think i did well for the papers lor.. haiz.. think let's not talk about it.. haiz.. sAd..

kiez.. mE gotta go le ar.. have to study for eCoNs tomolo.. hope will do well.. got lots to study.. haven't started a single bit.. good luck to me.. hEe.. bYEz.. nitEz eVeRyOnE..



haha.. i dunno why.. but.. juz thought of pasting this.. here goes..

Sapphire (Virgo)

You like: Paying attention to detail, solving difficult problems and getting the job done on time.

You dislike: Confused and lazy people, pointless conversations and mates who can't make up their minds about where to go for coffee.

If your boyf's a Virgo: Don't play emotional games with him, no matter how fed up u are. He prefers to use his head, not is heart, to sort out relationship rifts, so always be clear and honest about what u want from him. He expects the same from u, so be blunt and don't beat around the bush.


Emerald (Taurus)

You like: Yummy food, clothes, massages, nature and being tickled (gently).

You dislike: Naff jeans, pushy people, ear-splitting music and being rushed.

If your boyf's a Taurus: Make an effort to dress up for dates. These types have great style and appreciate u going to all that trouble. Don't rush ur crush either - he likes to take his time when kissing, eating or chatting. Be patient with him or you'll scare him off. Taurus boys are slow-moving sweeties 'n' he's worth the wait.


Turquoise or lapis lazuli (Sagittarius)

You like: Going abroad, watching comedy movies and learning risky new skills such as bungee-jumping or scuba-diving.

You dislike: routine, living in the same town all ur life, EastEnder re-runs and boring food.

You're best at: Inspiring people to overcome their fears, winning arguments and smiling when u are surrounded by gloomy faces.

Deep down: U are a wandering spirit with a lust for adventure and travel. No matter where u are, there's always somewhere else u would like to be - just for a day or two. U hate being cooped up.

Your career: Ski instructor, sports journalist, human-resources manager, advocate or social worker

Fashion: Fashion-wise, you're constantly changing - one minute you're massively slobby in a stained old sweatshirt and ancient trackie pants; then the next you opt for an OTT party look, complete with feather boas and masses of glitter. Generally though, you prefer going casual, because you have to feel comfortable.

As a mate: U are honest and speak ur mind without fear. Friends like ur outgoing personality and often turn to u when they need fun and adventure. U aren't interested in gossiping and get irritated when that's the only topic of conversation.

As a girlfriend: U are a bag of laughs, thrilling ur boyf with ur thirst for adventure. He'll appreciate ur down-to-earth personality 'n' loves that u get on so well with his mates. A pleasant partner, u are undemanding and enjoy an easygoing relationship.

If your boyf's a Sagittarius : Adventurous and cocky, he loves travelling and wants u to join him on his journey. Let ur hair down, take it easy and enjoy the ride with this cute character. He often gets restless, so make an effort to see and do new things instead of chillin' on the sofa every night.




it's been so long so long.. since i last updated this.. couldn't find time.. too crapped up with all my projects.. tutorials and all those nots.. busy with parties and all.. haiz.. saturday got home real late.. was real tired by the time i got home.. but we still talked for almost an hour.. i dunno.. but i can't bear to hang.. is this really wat u call L.O.V.E?? i dunno.. i'm confused.. i told him to go back to her.. she needs him.. she really do.. but.. now.. i feel so lost.. so hanging in the air.. i dunno.. i'm sad.. very sad.. sorry ar ger.. hUiEn ar.. didn't answer ur call earlier on.. i erm.. sorry.. better not say.. erm.. as for me and you.. i dunno.. the gap never seem to heal completely le ya?? i dunno.. i'm trying.. i feel the distance too.. but.. i dunno.. haiz.. fiONa.. get well soon kiez.. muz take good good care of urself ar.. get plenty of rest and drink lots of water ar.. ^-^ till then.. take care.. and gOOdNitEz..




hEe.. mY bAbY cOUsiN.. sHiHUi.. cUtE cUtE.. bUt sHE vERy tAn tAn dE.. ^-^

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