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heez.. firstly.. muz announce.. i think my grandma is gonna stay at my house juz like before le.. haha..


anyway.. i'm so so excited.. haha.. xiaocUn is coming to singapore le.. so long never see him le.. heez..

he'll be coming for the jungiery stars concert.. and haha.. as special guest ar.. together with weixiao and toro.. i'm so excited.. haha..

they will be arriving on the 9th.. that's wat i know.. and.. concert on the 11th.. so happie!!

then.. before that.. will be the finals of the singapore idols.. on the 1st.. plus sly and taufik attending some program on the 5th.. haha.. how cool..

my D.E.C.E.M.B.E.R are so filled.. so interesting.. ^-^


anyway.. there's really like a lot of things i wanna buy lor..

i finally managed to con my cousin to buy the mambo bag for me.. although he totally thinks it's not worth the money.. but.. who cares.. i really like it lor.. haha..

then i got my mother to buy this pretty pink converse shoes for me?? heez.. though i already got a pink converse shoes but.. different length mah.. so it's totally different?? haha..

and er.. i wanna go topshop to buy tanktops?? haha.. i mean.. no need to be topshop lah.. but.. huiEn said she wanna get from there too.. so.. get from there lor.. haha..

oh yes.. i've decided to get the pouch thing from the alternative shop at heerens le.. use as wallet?? haha.. er.. although that's like not the main purpose of that pouch ar.. but.. like i say.. who cares?? haha..

anyway.. i'm trying so so hard to con my dad into getting me the roxy tank from flash and splash.. but.. looks kinda hard.. he say very ex.. haiz.. actually.. it's kinda true lah.. but.. so nice??

heez.. i got a lot of things to buy man.. heez.. i wanna get a jacket too.. i dunno to buy the one from converse or the one from fox.. actually.. the converse one nicer.. but.. if i buy converse again.. i feel like.. i'm a walking advertisement of converse??

haha.. and i wanna buy a pair of ballet shoes.. and er.. slippers.. but.. haven't seen one that i really really like lah.. so.. heez..

and and.. i think i wanna rebond my hair?? haha.. finally decided le?? heez.. but my mother was saying if wanna do.. wait till nearer to new year then do.. as in.. chinese new year.. then nicer.. but.. er.. i dunno leh.. want new look in the new school term mah.. heez..

maybe i go highlight first then wait till january when my mummy gets her bonus.. haha.. then she'll pay for me to rebond hair.. oops.. haha..


oh.. i was suggesting to my mom that i'll stay home for steamboat on my b.i.R.t.H.d.A.y.. heez.. i so long never eat steamboat le?? heez..

but.. guess wat my mummy tell me.. she was like.. u will be so good stay home eat dinner with us?? 18th birthday worx.. so guai ar??

heez.. so i'll do it?? prove to her that i'm still her good daughter?? haha..

and.. my dad went like.. so bringing ur new boyfriend home for dinner too?? and.. er.. i totally dunno wat to say?? it's like.. i dun have one.. heez.. see told u.. i'm still a good ger.. haha..

actually.. come to think of it.. kinda sad lah.. me and this bestfriend of mine in primary school once said and promise each other when we were still little kids that.. we'll celebrate our 18th birthday with the person we really really love.. but.. seems like.. both of us couldn't fulfill that..

nevermind nevermind.. we extend the due date kiez.. heez.. we'll definately celebrate our 21st birthday with the one we really really really love.. ^-^

hey.. then u muz work much harder than me le.. ur birthday is 5 months earlier than me.. heez.. we both will jia you kiez.. heez..

oh ya.. my results are out le.. haha.. although results.. are.. er.. alright lah.. but.. i not very satisfied?? er.. but.. actually.. i'm contented.. i mean.. i've been playing so much during the exams period.. can pass.. should be extremely happie le lah..

actually.. i'm happie.. it wasn't that bad.. mainly Bs.. one C.. one A lor.. can say not bad ba.. heez.. okie.. muz 'zhi zu chang le'.. haha..


kiez lah.. think i'll end here le.. ^-^ take care everyone!!




i'm so sad.. juz.. so so.. so.. sad.. haiz..

i think my grandma is leaving us le.. haiz.. my aunt is going out to work.. and my baby cousin has no one to look after..

and.. my grandma is going over to look after her.. i'm so sad..

i know i cannot be so selfish.. but.. it's my aunt who chased her out the other time de.. why now need her then call her back??

i prefer my grandma at my house.. i'm so gonna miss her.. sobx sobx..




wow.. can one imagine how time flies??

it's like.. i juz finished my exams yesterday that kind of feeling.. and it has actually past 3 weeks le.. fast..

haha.. tomolo.. i'm so getting my results le.. oh no.. i'm so worried??

actually.. not very lah.. juz a little worried.. more for my finance.. oh.. cannot imagine i'll have to do supp papers or to repeat lor.. please don't.. ** prays hard hard..


anyway.. i so wanna go shopping.. but.. my card is confiscated again.. and i mean a.g.a.i.n.. sianz..

i wanna buy shirts.. blouse.. jacket.. skirts.. jeans.. shoes.. slippers.. earrings.. blah blah blah.. a lot more ar.. but.. i got no money.. haiz..

i was thinking of highlighting my hair?? heez.. maybe i will if i managed to get myself a job.. haha.. then.. huiEn was thinking of rebonding her hair.. ask me if i wanna too..

actually.. i'm kinda tempted.. but.. i rebond before le.. nothing new de 'gan jue' le leh.. perm also perm before le.. they got any new inventions?? haha..

but.. aiyah.. i also dunno leh.. haha.. trying to change image remember?? haha.. but.. i also dunno change wat lah.. heez..


anyway.. we met uncle on monday.. and he was trying to convey that i'm not ger enough.. haiz.. first time got ppl say me like that lor.. sobx.. maybe.. i really becoming very tomboy-ish le?? how how??

muz get myself more dresses and skirts le lah.. i only know ppl telling me i very gentle.. blah blah blah.. suddenly he say i not ger.. i feel so.. haiz..

and he tell me.. next time he see me.. i muz wear skirt.. so.. haha.. anyone.. please remind me.. ^-^


and yes.. sly got into the finals o.. surprising.. shocking.. amazing.. haha.. ppl were telling me on that day that he lacks over a thousand votes.. and.. he got in??

it's either he has extremely crazy fans.. if not.. the news given was fake.. or.. the media is simply cheating ppl.. haha.. i mean.. they never.. and i mean never.. reveals the no. of votes each idol gets.. so who knows wat they actually do behind the scenes??

maybe.. everything was so pre-planned??

as in.. they already know jolly-well who's gonna win.. and they simply boot whoever they think should be out.. regardless of the votes??

and.. they then.. i mean.. the service provider or watever thing could earn lots through the voting system.. ya.. u know wat i mean..

read from the groups.. fans of sly spent a lot on voting this month.. resulting in over $200 for their bill??

aiyoh.. why they can be so crazy?? haiz.. waste of money??

anyway.. i dunno if i should be writing this here.. but.. i hope i dun tarnish anyone's reputation or anything.. i mean.. i dunno if it's true or not..

i juz heard from ppl.. i H.E.A.R.D.. please dun curse and swear at me.. if it's not true ar.. i hope i'll not be sued for slander or anything..

but.. i was told that sly's fans gave sly their nos. and sly actually took them down.. i totally dunno if it's true ar.. juz saying wat i know..

sorry..

cannot keep it in me anymore.. haha.. actually..

two sides of the story.. i mean.. he can fake to take down the nos. to juz.. entertain his fans?? er.. as in.. make them happie?? does he call them.. that will be another story??

or.. er.. he's really so.. ya.. shouldn't spell out that word.. juz in case.. ppl come kill me.. heez..

anyway.. i'm rooting for the finals showdown.. haha.. i kinda prefer taufik to win.. though i'm kinda a sly fan?? oops..

heez.. i dunno.. but.. it seems like there's really of negative stuff abt sly going around.. so.. haha.. i actually dunno wat to say.. do.. and who to really support le..

i really dunno.. i prefer him in the chinese market?? and er.. prefer him to be with his band?? but.. things are kinda like.. getting a little out of hand?? actually.. i wonder wat is he really thinking abt lor..

but.. i so think it's so not nice going solo lor.. so lonely?? okie.. maybe becoz i'm a ger.. and i cannot imagine i go around promoting and stuff all by myself lor.. how how how boring can it seriously get..

haiz..


okie ba.. i think my entry today is extremely long?? haha.. took me almost 20 mins to write.. haha..

then i'll stop here.. byez.. till my next entry.. see ya.. ^-^v




firstly.. for every sly's fans' entertainment.. *-ta da-*.. ^-^


okie.. back to me.. hello ppl.. stop starring at the pic if u are.. haha..

anywayz.. today was a short short.. and i mean short day?? heez..

ironic huh?? we spent more than an hour juz to get the right clothes.. put on the nicest makeup.. get the best hair done up.. and..

nobody expected the whole thing to only last for.. 10 plus mins?? haha.. how cool can that get??

and we get paid for the whole.. 2 pm to 6 pm?? heez.. cool huh?? but.. was still boring.. and i emphasize boring?? sianz..

but.. i think the makeup they put for me was rather nice?? heez.. i like.. but i dun think i'll go out with so much makeup on my face lor.. hello.. my face needs air?? haha..

i kinda wonder how those actresses actually look under those thick thick makeups.. o please.. give ur face some fresh air?? aiyoh.. poor skins..

the makeup is so so.. thick can.. took us so much trouble trying to get rid of them when we were leaving for home..

i washed my face like.. 5 times when i reached home?? aiyoh.. still like.. not very clean?? i used the remover then wash also feels so.. haiz.. forget it..


er.. okiez.. wat i was supposed to write abt is.. er.. the second season of the swimming show?? haha..

our very own edition de.. muhahaha.. i'll be.. the assistant of some i dunno wat.. -cum- the cast.. and yes.. the scriptwriter?? with my assistant.. zijun.. haha..

i'll leave the directing part to huien?? think she's learning something abt it ba.. heez.. (i think i'm so crazy to do this? siaoz..)

okiez.. i juz deleted everything that i typed below this.. i so think i'm crazy.. haha.. the story will continue.. only in our minds and hearts ba.. ROCK ON!!




i've got this nice pic of the three.. round sisters.. haha..



**smilez.. please dun straggle me..



it's me again.. heez..

suddenly.. i feel i'm so back to blogging again??

i'm too lazy to pick up a pen and pen down my thoughts.. so.. haha.. this webbie is the best place..

anywayz.. there goes my plans for tomolo le.. sobx..

i'm supposed to go work?? if that's wat u call that.. yupz.. work.. coz i'm getting paid for that few hours spent..

i'll have to postpone my shopping again.. from the said.. thursday till i dunno when.. haiz.. and.. i so wanted to go for a swim de lor.. why did i even agree to go for it??

sianz.. and the pay is like.. haha.. so interesting.. and.. i think in ppl's mind.. they think i'm stupid.. nevermind.. i happy can le.. haha..

i might juz bum into sly there.. haha.. please pray hard i do.. then i'll probably be the happiest idiot on earth??

oops.. heez.. anywayz.. that's beside the point.. i wanna get a job lor.. with proper pay?? haiz..

i asked my god-dad to help me look out le.. heez.. hope he can help help a bit.. he has lots of friends and 'lobang' de?? heez.. please please.. haha..

okiez.. let's all pray that tomolo will be a enjoyable day for me.. and er.. i'll be able to get a proper job ba.. *prays hard..*




the final 3 le.. sly.. taufik.. and olinda.. who's gonna be out and.. who's gonna stay??

gosh.. tough competition o.. let's wish all of them luck!!

anyway.. me finally finished wat i'm supposed to do le.. handed it to him too.. and am extremely happie now.. haha..

now.. there's a whole list of movies i wanna watch.. think i'll have time??

first.. princess diaries 2.. second.. polar express.. third.. christmas with the kranks.. and two cartoons.. that.. i dunno to watch or not.. no need to mention ba.. think everyone knows..

and.. i was wondering is exorcist and er.. wimbledon still showing?? haha.. i wanted to watch.. but.. ya.. didn't..

and and.. i wanna go shopping?? heez.. like huien.. me wanna change my image too!!

i wanna get a pair of slippers.. a pair of ballet shoes.. this levi's new.. either skirt or jeans.. more blouses instead of tees.. more skirts too.. haha.. trying to act ger..

anywayz.. i wanna try the stella's flower tea thing.. anyone tried?? can tell me the effect?? heez.. need to lose those extra fats and weight.. oops..

and yes.. i wanna go watch singapore idol live!! haha.. hope i can.. and i wanna go for the finals?? i want the tixs!! any kind soul out there??

o gosh.. i have a lot of 'i wants' huh.. haha.. hope i can fulfill?? heez.. nitey..




can somebody tell me wat am i supposed to do when some ppl throws ur donation card away??

although.. there's like no money in there.. coz.. i haven't started collecting any donations.. but..wat am i supposed to tell the person when the dateline is here??

some ppl threw my card away?? or.. i lost it?? when.. i didn't?? or.. am i supposed to go the police like now?? i mean.. that's wat's written on the card.. saying that if ur card is lost.. please report to the police or something??

but.. wat am i supposed to tell the officer then?? i lost it?? i dump it?? which idiot will believe.. haiz.. dun understand why.. when u dunno if the thing is needed or not.. can't u juz ask.. or.. juz leave it ar?? will it kill to juz leave it there on the table?? haiz.. i dunno wat i'm so gonna do lor.. sianz..





wow.. finally.. exams are O.V.E.R!! haha..

but.. i'm totally not confident abt my results.. oops.. pray hard i passed everything.. please please.. okiez.. everyone.. let's pray for me together.. heez..

anyway.. have been really busy over the past week.. er.. not only for my exams.. but.. haha..

attending those singapore idols stuff.. heez.. even during the week of exams.. i went to see sly.. oops.. how was that supposed to be?? haha..

anyway.. went newsroom bar.. kinda boring.. but.. was alright lah.. heez.. huiEn got to get an autograph from them though.. ^-^

then saturday.. went.. er.. cine.. to see them a.g.a.i.n.. ya.. haha.. for a kinda short 20 mins??

and.. there was this ugly fat 'pig' who thinks she's like the prettiest idiot on earth.. who came shouting at us.. juz like a stupid idiot..

anyway.. how was a stupid idiot not act like a stupid idiot.. ya.. so.. yupz.. if she thinks she is so perfect.. then go join some stupid contest and win it lah.. why go around critizing other ppl??

i think.. if she were to ever join 'miss ugliest ah-lian pig'.. she might juz win it!! haha..

anyway.. i tot lians were no longer in fashion?? so.. hello.. please mind ur own business and get lost.. idiot..

okiez.. i'm getting a little mean..

back to myself.. wat's there to say?? oh yes..

hAppY biRthdAy tO mY dA-jiE!! haha..

er.. anyway.. i think i need to go find a job to entertain myself and.. to pass time faster.. and also.. to get some cash?? haha.. i wanna shop..

i'm so bored at home.. today's only the first day of my holidays.. and i'm so sick of it le.. bOriNg!! can holidays faster get over and done with?? i'm sick!! haha..

think i'll end here.. hopes hopes hopes.. xiaocUn would come for the concert this 11th december!! please please.. think it'll be the best birthday prezzie for me le.. sobx.. ^-^

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