P R O F I L E. *

from childhood till beyond

hi everyone.. i'm back in school finally le.. :)
gotta come back for some stupid feedback session.. wasting my time again.. it only took me two mins.. might as well dun come back.. and since i'm back.. i might as well stay in school longer.. heez..






sunday was a wonderful day.. i'm missing those times le lah.. haiz.. i went to church with kor and mummy.. without anything.. i mean.. i didn't bring my wallet and all.. juz my phone.. then.. suddenly karlyn msged me and said awei going down j8 to shop.. haha.. although i wasn't very interested.. but i wanted so much to go.. i dunno why also actually.. but.. heez..

i went home to get my stuffs.. and kor sent me down to j8 after much delay.. coz mummy and him was asking me why am i going down to see 'fei yu qing'.. dots.. and he's not can.. he's super nice.. okies.. sorry.. so i went down to meet karlyn yumin lixin wenny and justina.. haha.. and i agree with wat yumin said lahs.. it's a good way of socialising.. made new friends again.. heez.. went into every other shop that awei went into.. and he was out shopping for shoes.. so there was royal sporting house.. hush puppies.. bata.. another one of those shops at the first level..

and in hush puppies.. lixin made me and yumin burst out laughing lahs.. haha.. she went.. 'wo jiao lixin.. ni yao ji de wo o..' and it was so extreme loud? heez.. i think the whole shop knows her name le lah.. heez.. but awei is a super sweet guy lah.. he remembers lor.. cool..

then at the last shop at level one.. they made me call uncle.. which.. i made yumin call.. heez.. then in the end.. still i have to talk.. anyways.. uncle was on his way after that..

awei went for the foot spa shop and me karlyn and lixin went for haagen dazs.. heez.. my favourite.. while yumin went over to meet her primary school friends which she abandon for awei.. haha.. and soon after.. awei came out.. but we were so calm looking at him walk pass the shop.. haha.. footed the bill.. then uncle called.. asked us to help him buy coke.. so went to buy le.. go pass to him and leave our bags in the car..



then went to find wenny and justina at crystal jade.. and we walked passed awei without even noticing lahs.. i even turned around to say thank you to the waiter who brought us in.. but i didn't see awei.. okies.. weird.. had soya bean drink in there.. ONLY.. haha.. i'll never go there again.. so throw face.. the waitress kept asking if we wanted to order food..

went out of the restaurant.. and awei mouthed lixin's name when he saw her lahs.. jealous~!! hmm.. then we thought he was supposed to be having an interview there de.. but.. there wasn't.. karlyn passed him the doraemon and a fanqiecun* pic.. and soon he boarded the bus le..

ran to find uncle.. and our great journey began..


okies. from this part on. TOO many things happened le. cannot recall all. for different versions. can read yumin karlyn lixin and pamela's blogs.

the first part back to the hotel.. guessed after the food and the shopping.. awei was tired and need to sleep.. pig u see.. cannot blame.. haha.. but he still did look at us and smiled lahs..



walking into the hotel.. asked if we can take a picture together.. before he could say anything.. the baomu immediately said no.. wat the lahs.. then awei mouthed.. 'xian zai bu ke yi..' then he went up le.. he's so sweet lahs.. at least is a now cannot.. and not a cannot.. :)



went over to far east coz karlyn needed to get new batteries for the camera and we saw.. jiaxin and yixian.. heez.. said bye and went back to the car.. then suddenly i tot.. since we going down to lot1.. and jiaxin wanted to go home.. we might as well juz give her a lift.. and.. haha.. in the end.. jiaxin and yixian was conned by us.. oops.. but my intention initially was juz to give them a lift de.. serious..

then awei came out and we went lot1.. during the whole journey we were all busy trying to communicate with him like mute.. handsignals.. lips reading.. haha.. so keais.. so much interactions.. we still insisted on my photo taken.. so we asked like.. so many times.. and he couldn't understand.. then.. everyone in the van was doing handsignal and lips reading lahs.. gosh.. comical scene.. everyone was trying so hard to tell him we wanna take pics lah.. and finally.. he understood.. and he mouthed.. 'HOHtel..' haha.. keais.. is HOHtel.. not hotel kies.. and we were all so happy lahs.. can take pic le.. hees..



i asked abt his flight back.. and gosh.. he's retarded lors.. he dun understand wat i'm trying to signal lahs.. but miaojie understood lor.. haha.. then i tried again.. wat time is ur flight tomolo.. haha.. in chinese of cos.. then miaojie showed 5.. then even wrote out the flight no. on the window.. so nice lors.. then awei finally understood.. and he mouthed 5.. and wrote sq30 on his side of the window.. gosh.. super slow.. haha.. but he's cute..



went lot1.. the crowd was.. alright lor.. then we went to take neoprint with uncle and.. haha.. me and yumin went back to the car to write our no.1 letter to him.. cool.. heez.. with our neos on it too de o.. then karlyn lixin came back.. with pamela and yunru.. another two new friends made.. :)

guessed i was too engrossed in writing to him that i didn't even know awei boarded the bus le.. until uncle suddenly started driving.. haha.. he was busy watching his video on the way back.. then.. yups..

reached hotel.. we went all the way into the lobby lor.. lobby as in the lift there le.. super ppl.. heez.. then i passed him the no.1 letter.. his hands were already so full lor.. but he still stick out his little finger to take the letter from me.. and i slot it into his fingers.. keais.. cos lobby only got us.. we reminded him abt the pic again.. but the baomus still say cannot.. hais.. and the look on his face.. gosh.. so kelian.. make us so guilty.. he's super nice lahs.. then he gave me the facial expression like er.. he'll try to go up then come down again.. i dunno if i interpeted it wrongly not.. but..



then found paper and pen at the phone booth thingy at the lobby and me and yumin wrote a short no.2 note to him.. heez.. grins.. then uncle actually had to leave so tot send us to the place that awei will be eating then he go off.. but in the end.. he stayed.. haha.. awei came out.. and he was looking at me when he was walking towards his bus lahs.. so i smiled and waved.. and he returned me the cutest smile.. heez.. and yumin passed our no.2 note to him.. with special gestures.. read her blog to know lah..



then this time.. was the time i felt so extremely guilty.. he was so so so nice to us lahs.. we were handsignalling and lips reading again.. haha.. i think no one else was as high as us lahs.. coz awei's mind only has us mah.. hees.. we asked abt taking pics again.. and this time we all had the extreme kelian look on our faces.. and so does he.. and he mouthed.. 'wo wen kan..' sweet~!! and he really went to ask..



and i think he got scolded or something de.. so guilty lah.. so i decided we should write a no.3 note and apologise to him for having to be scolded becos of us.. while yumin was writing our names.. she placed the paper on the window.. and awei went.. 'huh?' and i went huh? then he huh back.. then we huh? then everyone went.. 'huh?' hahaha.. so cutes.. even miaojie lahs.. haha..

finally reached le.. i passed him the no.3 note.. and becos i wrote the 'dui bu qi' so big.. he read then folded the note.. looked at me and smiled.. haha.. we stood outside the restaurant for a while.. and suddenly.. the caomeicun* thingy came out.. hees.. me and yumin was so high we decided to go back to the car to write our letter no.4.. hahaha.. and we forgot to tell the rest that we are going back lahs.. but they followed anyways.. i like my handwriting.. haha.. nice.. so told him abt fanqiecun* and caomeicun* in the letter.. and got jiaxin to pass it to him..

he finished his dinner.. came out.. and jiaxin passed the letter.. and 'zhe shi di si zhang le..' blurted out of my mouth suddenly.. i dunno why i said that.. it juz came out.. hahaha.. he heard and he was like giving me that.. yesh i know look.. haha.. keais.. and u know wat.. i think with us around.. he forgot abt that group of ppl standing right the door lah.. hees.. he juz walked straight up to us lahs.. hahahaha..



back to the hotel.. the bus was so dark to hardly see things clearly.. and better still it was raining.. and when we suddenly drove pass him.. he was using the street lights to read the letter no.4 lor.. and we got super high.. haha.. the best thing came.. i dunno where awei got the paper and marker from.. he wrote on the first piece.. 'bu ke yi'.. i dunno cannot wat lah.. anyway.. then he added on that piece.. 'qiao ke'.. haha.. equals.. 'bu ke yi qiao ke'.. so cute.. then.. the last one was for us only cans.. he wrote on the shaky bus.. with the streetlights.. 'hen kai xin jian dao ni men xia qi jian'.. and we went super high lah.. and he saw our super high expressions and i think he muz be like.. this girls are so.. hahaha.. dunno how to explain..



back at the hotel.. we went into the lobby again.. sat at the sofas.. and yumin wrote note no.5.. hahaha.. told him it's no.5 le.. and we all laughed.. haha.. he went into the lift.. and he said bye.. and he made sure he gave a glance to every single one of us lor.. so sweet lahs.. so sincere cans.. goodnight and..



wow.. that's only one day stuff and it's so long le lah.. when is this post ever ending? hmm.. :)




was chatting with karlyn pamela yumin and lixin on msn.. until latter left me karlyn and pamela.. and suddenly.. i realised i wrote the caomei de mei wrongly lah.. oh my goodness.. so throw face cans.. so i called yumin immediately to tell her how throw face i was lahs.. gosh.. so paiseh.. haiz.. talked till 2.. talked abt some fruits stuff.. 'putaocun' at 12.41am.. haha.. dumb.. and at 1.41am.. we were talking abt xiaocun.. hees..

met karlyn pamela at orchard.. went kino to get doraemon comics.. haha.. that was my idea.. cool rights.. heez.. maybe we should go find some comic related to xiaocun and give him too? heez.. then went isetan to get chocolates and the strawberry yoghurt thing.. met yuer.. then over to 7-11 to get chocs again.. haha.. then went over to fareast's ljs.. karlyn wrote her letter and we saw sugie and candyce.. she's so sweet and chio.. so slender too.. nice.. met up with lixin and yumin after that.. took a pic with candyce.. and zijun came along after that.. went over to the hotel.. and i tell u.. i hate the toilet lah~!! awei was on his way back to the room from we dunno where.. and we were in the toilet except yumin zijun and lixin.. dots.. but.. nevermind.. they passed him all the stuffs and he went up.. :)

then soon.. awei came out from the backdoor and left for the airport le.. yumin wrote and passed him 2609 letter no.1 at the lobby juz now.. then we wrote no.2 and no.3 on the way.. continued with the handsignalling and lips reading thing again.. haha.. then showed him the tomato.. and asked him to ask xiaocun.. i think he's so irritated with our constant asking him to go ask xiaocun lahs.. haha.. anyways.. then asked him abt the doraemon yesterday.. and the look on his face when he was thinking.. oh my god.. so kiddish.. so keais lahs.. so cute.. then he still handsignalled the size and asked if it's in a bag.. then he gave the.. ya ya he remembered look.. cutes.. haha.. then i showed him the book one comic i was holding on my hands.. and mouth.. this is book one urs is book two.. will pass u book one later.. and he understood i think.. wow.. then he went to his bag.. digged out the book two.. and started reading.. gosh.. no one asked u to read lah..



then he was so engrossed in it lah.. haha.. forgot all abt his other fans out there le.. buried himself in the comics.. then we finally caught his attention.. told him dun read.. later will have headache.. and he mouthed.. 'mei guan xi..' hahahahahaha.. gosh.. keai.. and continued with the comics.. haha..




okies. i'm back from lunch with karlyn to continue writing. :)


at the airport.. dunno wat took them so long to let him come down.. but.. yups.. stood near his seat there and started our handsignal and lips reading thing again.. hees.. told him the book one is still with us.. and the gzry say cannot pass things le.. then he told her to take from us or something lahs.. yesh.. and he took..



okies. be back. got briefing cum feedback cum meeting.




hahas. today's 3009 le. and i'm only continuing now. dots.

hmm.. he was walking in.. obviously mobbed by all the ppl.. but anyways.. i told him.. 'liang tian li 14 feng xing..' and he smiled so widely.. i'm happie.. he went in.. with much difficulty coz of the tonnes of ppl who are forcing him to take their things lah.. but.. yups.. and he's gone.. :)



be back soon kies. :)

we hang around the airport.. while lixin and pamela left first.. after that.. decided to head to bugis for neoprints.. while karlyn went home..




yesh.. is the day that i started writing this post.. heez.. went back to school.. becoz they said there was some feedback thing and we have to be in school.. it was my off day de lors.. haiz.. went back and great.. the feedback was only 2 mins long..

head over to the gym after school.. was kinda fun lahs.. at least time passes fast.. but there are no nice guys u know.. boring.. met sam.. the another instructor and we started talking abt a lot of crap.. heez.. abt hiim even.. cools.. :)




i'm a good girl.. i wenta school.. did the project adjustments and all.. met ms. tan.. did further adjustments.. and finally home..




met karlyn at 12 plus.. went to tampines.. walk walk.. decided to do doraemon puzzle for awei.. heez.. then karlyn had lunch at food junction.. yumin and huiqi came shortly after.. took neoprints again.. i like the dingdangwei* neo.. heez.. keais.. went over to expo to rot.. do nothing and went home after that.. oh yesh.. i bought pooh's heffalump halloween movie.. so keais.. did up my report and finalize my project.. watched wanyu and went to bed..




i'm finally blogging abt friday le.. this post is super long ba.. heez.. i shall go a wordcount later.. heez.. guess it's like my longest post ever le.. anyways.. there's 14 thank you i said to awei.. so coincidental.. 14 letters in 2 days.. :)

hmm.. today's friday.. and good.. it's my last day of the semester le.. haha.. and i'm happie.. i'm having holidays~!! ppl.. can ask me out any day le o.. :)

yesh.. handed up my report and project to mr. fuan and ms. tan then left.. met karlyn.. ate pepper lunch.. nice nice~!! but i realise something.. the food smells extremely nice.. but u smell extremely stinky when u come out from there.. heez.. was supposed to meet yumin and huiqi.. but.. cannot help it lahs.. my head's bursting.. i've been having headaches for days le.. hows? sorry dears.. will meet up soon lahs.. our 99th day.. :)

anyways.. i think my post can reach up to 3000 words lah.. super pro? heez.. i know i am.. :)

it's currently.. 011005 1.00am.. and hence..



heez.. i miss having children's day lahs.. we'll always get chocolates and sweets from our teachers.. and also a day off.. heez.. anyways.. i'm a grown up.. no more children's day le lah.. :)


i'm seriously curious where have he gone to.. it's been 14 days including today that he hasn't been online le u know.. hmm.. and it's been twentyeight days since i last saw hiim le..



anyway.. i've decided to write hiim an email.. hoping he'll reply lahs.. at least tell me wat he have been doing? hmm.. since i'm in good mood today.. heez.. i shall take the initiative to break the record lahs.. :)

saturday.. i wanna go shopping.. i got a lot of things to buy lor.. haiz.. where am i going to get those money? haiz.. i want that black adidas jacket.. that white and pink adidas shoes and my samsung camcorder thing.. haiz..


hmm.. shall end here ba.. finally.. i can publish this post le.. have been saving it as a draft for so many days.. and yesh.. finally.. this long post has captured all my happie memories.. :)

- huiiyii loves hiim still -

okies.. this silly ger here skipped school for two days.. and i'm proud to announce this.. booz.. even if i went to school.. it's still equals to wasting time there lahs.. so might as well use my time wisely.. :)



met karlyn to go town.. for wat huh?? gosh.. i'm suffering from short term memory..

oh yesh.. i remembered.. is becos i wanted to not go school so early.. so decided to meet karlyn for lunch.. which in the end.. ended up with me not going to school.. hahas.. we went around town.. walk walk walk.. then went kino.. saw jstars mag.. and found out at weixiao's thing..





slacked my whole day at home.. eat my whole kitchen up.. oops.. that's why i'm so determined to go gym twice a week from october onwards.. and i'm super good at dragging ppl along lahs.. heez..


oh yesh.. i did a nice lil' pic with all the neos we've took so far.. i think it's so prettie lahs.. :)





met karlyn to accompany her go cut hair.. and her hair is short.. but i think it's nice.. kinda style wats.. but.. haha.. short lahs.. but hair will grow de.. :)

then met jiaxin.. they went to make their wordings.. went for lunch at LJS.. and we went to take neos again.. heez.. nice~!! i will start recruiting ppl to pei me go bugis to take neos le lahs.. the machine there very nice.. hahaha..



heez.. jiaxin and karlyn say it's becos it makes me look like a superstar in the pic lah.. and yesh.. i think so too.. oops.. so bu yao lian.. but.. really.. i like.. very nice.. i hope i could be a superstar lahs.. but that will only happen in my dreams anyway.. :)

they came over to my house after that.. we snack-ed again.. oh my god.. i seriously need the gym quick lahs.. gosh.. they made their boards.. and i like jiaxin de.. the color combination very nice.. it's pink and green.. yesh.. pink and green.. heez.. for more info.. go read her entry in fanqiecun*'s bloggie..

played on my com.. and we watch some pingbi shows on jungiery's web.. thanks jiaxin for her points in the card thingy.. but u know wat.. all the pingbi we watch got no xiaocun lors.. wat the.. but got one.. heez.. not pingbi.. the shot of them taking photoshoot for july's jstars mag de.. oh my gosh.. xiaocun is super super cutes~!!



heez.. he said this in the clip.. and i bu she de close that window lahs.. i'm so not going to off my com tonight.. coz.. i dun want to close that window~!! and yesh.. he looks super cute in this pic..




hmm.. kies ba.. it's juz passed the twentyfirst day of not seeing hiim.. and the tenth day of not chatting with hiim le.. where have he gone to?? sobx.. with xiaocun around.. i felt better.. but once that feeling is over.. i start missing hiim again le.. haiz..







fussypot.
this word came out from three different person saying abt me.. and it's all in one day cans.. 3 person said i was a fussypot lahs.. sobx.. am i?

early in the morning.. okies.. should be late morning.. mummy asked wat i wanted for brunch.. i told her i wanted douhua from that particular store at the market.. then mummy called back said no more le.. say the other store still have.. i said i dun want.. then she say i'm a fussypot..

then went to school.. i juz kept aligning the template of my project lahs.. i took the whole few hours in school.. adjusting the alignments.. i came home.. chelle ask me wat i did in school? haha.. and she say.. i'm a fussypot..

kor read my previous post.. and he say.. thin i also dun like.. fat i also dun like.. built also cannot.. not built i also got comments.. wat else do i expect.. then came that same sentence.. i'm a fussypot..

sobx.. am i really such a fussypot? sighs.. is that supposed to be good or bad? hmm..


hmm.. it's the ninteenth day of not seeing hiim.. eighth day of not chatting with hiim.. sobx.. and karlyn says my mind is full of hiim.. haha..









qingyao sent me this when i told him i like lil' twin stars.. gosh.. they are so cute.. so adorable lahs.. :)



hmm.. was kept in a freezer for 5 hours long yesterday.. staring into space.. thinking of nonsense.. ben keeps telling me this guy is cute.. that guy is cute.. but please lor.. they are NOT lahs..

he said.. built is nice.. very muscular.. can protect me.. PUKE.. disgusting.. can u imagine his hard hard muscles u are lying on.. eeeee.. sorry.. i cannot stand it.. and those guys there.. oh my goodness.. TOO muscular.. and i totally dun think it's nice lahs..

i like hiis arms.. juz nice.. i like hiis built.. so nice too lors.. he's juz so perfect to me lahs.. that's wat u call..


and certainly.. it is.. maybe some of the guys there are not of much difference from hiim ba.. come to think of it.. juz that i'm blinded by hiim.. and hiim is all i see.. but i like hiis arms.. so NICE~


anyways.. i'm so bored.. finally.. school's coming to an end le.. as in.. this semester.. juz one more week and 3 days.. not counting today and the weekends.. and i'm free.. heez.. one short month of holidays.. then back to school agains.. but it's okie..


but.. after that semester.. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?! oh gosh.. why three years past so fast? sobx..


i still remember how i was mugging for my o's then lor.. at united square's macs.. down huien's house foyer.. haha.. we studied almost at everywhere.. haha.. the times where we visited orchard after our prelims for shopping and neos.. with cat and eli.. haha.. retarded.. :)



hmm.. was feeling a little sentimental these past days.. i also dunno why.. juz that.. i think i shouldn't mix too much with them le? coz.. i've grown up.. and this shouldn't be the way i should be spending my life away.. as in.. i should be like jie.. goes shopping every other day for nice nice clothes and blouses.. not t-shirts.. nice nice heels and not sport shoes and pump.. nice nice cosmestics and not crave for icecream all the time.. hmm..



okies.. i'll be mailing xiaocun tomolo.. anything u all wanna me tell him.. tag and let me know lors.. then i'll include them in.. :)


take care and nitez everyone.. hope he is taking good care of himself.. sweet dreams to hiim..






my goodness lahs.. was watching channel u.. they replayed the f4 special edition show.. and today was vaness.. my favourite part.. the last time i watched it.. i think.. at least 3 years back ba..

i cried again.. the story is super sweet.. super nice lors..


it was fate that brought the two of them together.. it started all neutral.. it juz started off with first contact and slowly developing to liking.. becoz.. he has a soft heart.. a so innocent mind.. so sweet.. they spent so much time together.. they liked each other.. but they never say it out.. she had to leave.. and he didn't say anything.. he let her reunite with her mom.. that's called 'wei da'..

everytime when i watch till the part where she has to leave.. i'll cry.. so sad.. fate brought them together.. but.. they were not destined to be together.. why?



i guess.. we were fated to know each other.. but not destined to be together too ba.. maybe we aren't even fated to know each other.. coz is i forced it to happen this way de.. if seventytwo days ago.. i had not insisted that we go busybody.. all this wouldn't have happened..



i forgot if i wrote this down before.. but.. i shall write it again.. i want this to be in my memories forever.. :)


u were singing.. u touched me.. i was so moved.. u were so shuais.. so keai.. i tot it was juz simply idolisation then..

u alighted the bus.. u were so sweets.. so keai.. u kept smiling at me.. i was so happie.. heez.. yesh.. happie.. u went towards the stage.. i juz kept staring at ur back.. and i told myself.. i think it wasn't wat i thought le..
u brought me happiness that day.. gave me wonderful memories.. u gave me ur bottle of water.. for watever reason.. i dunno.. but.. i was happie.. super happie.. :)
u continued giving me and us ur attention.. ur smiles.. all the time.. at the side of the stage.. i was really happie.. so sweets.. thanks.. :)
met u after the event.. took my very first picture with u.. yes.. very first.. and i love it.. it was even on ur display pic once.. when i saw it.. i was grinning in my heart.. extreme happiness.. :)
i asked if u wanted ur thing back.. u gave me the warmest hug i've ever received.. so warm.. at that point.. my heart says..


handled my first thingy to u.. the cute look on ur face.. heez.. :)

the blur-est u that i've ever seen.. i asked u to go over.. and u walked over.. and came back within 1 min.. heez.. ppl wanted ur concern.. but u stood there writing messages.. :)
this very day is the first time my tears fell for u..

ur attention.. heez.. i was happie.. went through the pics.. there was so many.. so many that u were looking into it.. thanks thanks.. :)

i was sorry.. but.. thanks for asking me not to cry.. thanks for walking over for a picture.. thanks for asking me if i was okie.. :)

my tears once again fell.. so hard that i think everyone was staring.. but i guess u didn't even know..

only we were there.. i was happie.. announced our icecream thing to u.. ur sweet sweet smile.. so keai.. u ensured we could attend ur birthday thing too.. :)

we made brownies for u.. my first attempt in the kitchen.. was thankful there wasn't an explosion.. u took the thing and smell.. so keais.. :)
said it was still hot.. hahaha.. it wasn't lahs.. anyways.. thanks.. nevertheless.. my heart melted.. u told me.. and to me only.. u read my letters.. and u wanted to wear it today.. :)

the last day that i saw u le.. was happie u asked me if i was okie.. :)
but.. ur declaration.. broke my heart into million pieces.. then u tried piecing it back again.. u make me happy again.. coz.. i was so easily contented.. but i still thank u.. :)

the seventysecond day le.. and i'm still loving u.. coz i fell into the wrong trap.. and i'm suffering.. but.. thanks for all this wonderful memories.. they will remind in my heart forever..




wow.. such a long post.. hmm.. i'll be going for the gym thing tomolo.. hope it will be fun.. heez.. and ya.. my mummy say can hold bbq for my birthday.. my god-daddy will sponsor the food.. hahahaha.. great~!! heez.. so will probably go for that idea lor.. the dates and all shall decide later.. it's still so long anyway.. :)

i ohpe eh lwil eb eerht..






i'm sleepy and tired.. i dunno why.. hmm.. maybe becoz i stayed up yesterday amending the ssc thingy till 2 plus? but.. that's my usual sleeping time.. oh yesh.. i remembered..



hmm.. if it was like a year ago.. i'll probably be there too.. under the hot sun awaiting for their grand arrival.. but on this 17th day of the ninth month of year 2005.. i was at home happily enjoying the aircon.. :)


karlyn came at 11.30.. had prata.. finally.. then hang around.. surfed the net.. till zijun came at 1~!! yesh.. one lors.. ppl say meet 11.30.. she 11.30 still at home.. dotz lahs.. then left for padang at 3.. the sun was so so so hot lahs.. roasted.. luckily i was not there queueing.. poor jiaxin.. :)


went for dinner.. went down to town for the stupid event.. which i dunno why we were even there.. not high at all.. and i mean.. NOT AT ALL LAHS~!! haha.. thanks karlyn for my icecream.. :)



went off to heerens.. took neoprints.. nice nice~!! i like.. will get them scanned then upload lahs.. i've gotten my scanner installed le o.. :)


oh yesh.. i saw so many ppl today.. first.. saw karen at famous amos.. she's too busy.. didn't even say hi.. then this ger from desmond's class.. working at andersons.. saw jialing walking in front of us.. then met my darling rebecca at the escalator.. zijun was juz saying she misses her.. haha.. then.. huishan on the train.. haha.. juz not that somebody i wanted lahs.. but.. it's okie.. :)


mummy juz told me the application like not successful.. dunno of wat reason lah.. i also dunno wat she saying lahs.. i was trying to console her.. haha.. trying to.. i mean.. ya.. heez.. in my heart.. i was like.. great~!! the happiest news to me lahs..

i dun wanna leave singapore lor.. my hometown.. a place that i grew up in.. a place filled with 18 plus years of memories.. heez.. most important reason.. of coz.. my friends and hiim lahs.. though he may be leaving.. but still got my friends lors.. :)

i think my parents going for plan B.. that is to get my brother over after his o's or something.. which is like still several years down the road.. but.. haha.. i dun see the point.. actually.. i think the thought of migrating is becoz my dad dun want let my brother go alone lors.. booz.. unfairs.. but i dun care.. :)


having birthday plans.. but isn't confirmed yet.. anyways.. too early to plan anythings lahs.. but.. booz... my last birthday before i have to start counting with the first digit being two le.. sobx..



hmm.. shall go sleep soon.. will continue with my project tomolo.. i'm missing hiim lahs.. haiz.. hope he's getting along fine.. :)






i'm in school now.. and i have the whole room to myself.. :)
everyone's out for lunch u see.. but i dun have a com to myself.. hence.. i cannot log on the msn.. but.. watever.. isn't much for me to do even if i logged on anyway.. okiez.. as in.. i'm now using someone's else com to write this lahs.. yups..


but i believe even if i was here early.. i still wouldn't have a com to use lahs.. so wat's the point? :)


hmm.. i'm so sick of my life le lors.. come to school at 11 plus plus.. sit around do nothing.. then tea time.. go for tea break.. hang around waiting for sign out time.. so boring.. i want classical lessons lah~!! i guess everyone now is like mugging for their exams.. yesh yesh.. all the best~!! heez.. :)


oh ya.. i officially became the free advertiser of friendster le.. heez.. go try out the new friendster~!! it's so cool cans.. haha.. :)


he was online kinda early yesterday o.. i'm happie lahs.. although it was only for that short 10 mins.. but.. at least he replied.. heez..


heez.. dun ask me why.. but wat i did yesterday was to tell everyone online how cool friendster has evolved into.. i did the same to hiim lahs.. sorrie lahs.. very bo liaos.. :)

anyway.. i think karlyn thinks that i'm nutz.. heez.. coz i was happie that i chatted with hiim.. somehow or the other.. but i was complaining that he didn't let me break the record of not chatting for 50 days.. booz..



told jie that i saw hiim online and i chatted with hiim.. coz she was online too at that time mah.. then.. hahaha.. she was like.. 'he read ur blog? if not why hiis nick like talking abt u de..' haha..


hmm.. i usually write ten sentences and he'll reply one.. now still ask ppl mail hiim.. haha.. no need to ask hiim anythings de lor.. he dun answer de.. juz that he will reply.. :)



argh~!! i'm so bored.. got a project on hand actually.. but i only intend to start working on it next week lahs.. one week can finish le.. so easy thing.. wasting my time in school only.. i should juz stay home to sleep lahs.. yawns..


when will the next time i chat with hiim be? hope it'll be soon.. i dun wanna start counting days again.. but..



shall return to my dreamland.. update soon.. :)





hmm.. i realised i didn't update for today huh.. :)


okiez.. here goes..
once again.. i have no idea wat to type.. but.. i feel the pain in my heart.. not the literal heart pain kind of pain.. but the sour feeling kind of pain..


gers.. i truthfully thank u guys for trying so hard to contact me @ that point of time.. 18 unanswered calls.. but maybe.. it's really God's will for that ger to enter the room.. sign out of my msn and sat there using the com without my permission.. and it's probably God's will for me to switch my phone to silent mode which i usually dun too.. yups.. :)

but after when i finally answered the phone.. when i knew i missed the chance of chatting with hiim.. my heart sank.. my eyes teared.. but.. trust me.. i didn't let that tear fall.. coz i promised myself.. i wouldn't.. and hence.. i shall not.. but i seriously miss hiim so much that.. i think nothing is long enough to measure..


hmm.. i'm back.. i finished the aims and objectives part le.. but i'm not sure wat i wrote was correct.. it sounded so weird and dumb? haha.. but that owner of the report is not back online coz of her stupid connection error.. i think she tonight no need to sleep le? there's still got so much to do lors.. :)


my every ten sentences gained me one sentence back.. so am i supposed to write a thousand sentences essay for u before i could one day receive a mail that would really really brighten up my lil' day?

even if i try so hard to brighten up ur day.. u never bothered to try brightening up mine.. maybe u did.. coz i'm easily contented.. juz that one sentence reply from u.. i was already grinning.. grinning so hard that my friends thought i was crazy.. and after they saw wat's in that reply.. they all went.. 'ger.. please wake up.. time to give up.. he doesn't care..'

but.. i was still siding u till the very last that i could.. i'm tearing on the inside.. but i told them.. 'at least he bothered to reply..' yesh.. at least u bothered to reply.. i guess i was juz trying to console the broken heart in me.. :)

somehow.. i managed to.. bluffing myself.. forcing myself to believe.. yesh.. i did.. i will believe.. coz u said.. u wouldn't forget us.. yes.. us.. not me.. but still.. :)




i shall write abt happie stuff then.. wouldn't want my memories to be so dull all the time.. but.. I MISS HIIM SO SO SO MUCH!! do anyone understand?


hmm.. met up with rebecca yesterday.. decided to go chomp chomp for dinner.. and thereafter.. do some catching up.. melvin was invited along too.. someone else was too.. but.. ya.. everyone knows.. :)


we had stringray.. fried kway teow.. satay.. and a huge cup of sugarcane juice each.. haha.. was bloated like crazy after that.. though i still had lots of cravings for other stuffs.. :)

malcolm came shortly after.. he had his dinner.. a bowl of fishball noodles.. okie.. dun ask me why.. but juz.. ya.. chatted for a while before heading home.. were talking abt the past.. trying to recall some stuffs too.. something only we four shall know.. :)


was supposed to meet eli de.. but.. sorrie mummy.. a bit lazy.. so decided to head home lors.. sorry.. i'll meet up with u again real soon kiez.. :)


oh yeah.. i think i got a job @ the gym.. er.. karlyn how huh? hmm.. i'll ask ask when i go for training on monday kiez.. hope they still need ppl.. but.. so cool.. they actually pay us for training de.. so keais.. means i'll have something to do during my holidays le.. great.. then i'll stop thinking so much of hiim..

anyways.. i think i better start training for my napfa for next semester le.. if not.. haha.. i think sure gonna fail.. skipped mine today.. coz was totally not prepared lahs.. run le also fail.. might as well give myself more time.. maybe.. i could make use of the facilities in the gym when i'm there.. :)


then the first pay i get.. haha.. i wanna get this black addidas jacket lahs.. :)

and also.. the samsung camcorder thing with 6 functions de.. so cool.. but i guess it will be damn ex lors.. haiz.. anyways.. i shall find sponsors.. :)


shall end here.. lazy to continue le.. :)

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