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from childhood till beyond

yeah.. i'm back from trying the gowns.. super tiring la.. imagine changing in and out of gowns.. in and out of the fitting rooms.. i think i tried on like.. a 100 gowns la.. practically the whole bridal shop please..



i think getting married is such a hassle la.. dinners.. list of guest.. sending out of invitations.. gowns.. photo-taking.. WOW-ness la..

okie.. it's not me getting married la.. it's my kor.. but goodness la.. so much work.. i can't imagine me being the one.. i'll probably prepare till i aged la..




i tried like 100 gowns and i dun think i look nice in any lor.. as in.. i dunno.. cannot blame la.. fat ppl dun look nice in anything u know.. i'll never go for the light-colored gowns that's for sure..


sadd-ed.. super sadd-ed.. haiz.. i think i should be getting the black if not the dark blue one.. which looks more or less like my prom dress la.. retard..

tomolo still mus go again.. cos they altering the dress for me and jie.. plus the pants and sleeves for kor.. but kor haven't tell me the time la.. i'm supposed to meet rebecca today de la.. never go cos ppl last min call me tell me brought forward.. then now dun want confirm with me time for tomolo..


*rebecca.. i'm so sorry la.. my cousin's wedding is like my wedding u know.. i think i'm more busy than him.. sorry.. i think i'll have to meet u when u return le.. I'M SO SO SO SORRY~!!


i'm kinda stuck here.. i dunno wat to update le la.. hmm..

oh ya.. that guy.. i dunno why but he jus keeps msging.. even when.. er.. u dun reply.. he probably is getting too many free smses.. :)

actually.. i'm alright with him msging la.. but.. not with the special words that kinda turns me off.. i'm alright with making more friends u know.. widen my circles of friends wat.. but.. yesh.. those words he use are a little too OFF..

i'm missing someone becos of his msges la.. haiz.. the way he used to msg and ask me wat i was doing.. and those words.. sobx.. but those are in the past le.. i realise.. i haven't fully forgotten him u know.. ):


anyway.. life have to go on.. one more week and school re-opens.. and one more semester and i've completed my course.. WOW.. fast la.. then the question comes again..



haiz.. i have totally no idea.. no foresight of where and wat i should do la.. i'm retarded la..


today's HUNDRED and TEN.. and it's been FIFTY-THREE days since i last seen hiim le.. haiz.. i'm missing hiim.. but.. this is jus something i know and he doesn't.. so jus wat is the point? ):






; HELP.



dots la.. i've been attracting young guys.. 16 years old in particular.. quoted from karlyn..

got myself into some trouble today when i was out with my grannies..

wow la.. how come got teenagers these days who know how to coax old ppl so well now de? he's a talent for that la.. he started talking with my grannies like.. cool.. known each other for so long le? haha.. when i jus got to know him TODAY.. heez..


and i believe young guys these days are talents for picking up the weirdest pickup lines.. haha.. 'hello.. do u have scv?' okie.. not his fault.. he was working la.. then he went.. 'do u have broadband.. digital cam.. vacuum cleaner?' haha.. i tot the vacuum cleaner part was funny la.. starhub has gone to the extreme of selling vacuum cleaners?

anyway.. then i went like.. 'oh.. i have most of those stuff that u jus mentioned.. and i dun think i need any.. *smiles..' and i walked off.. to another side to stand.. cos er.. kinda weird to continue standing there la.. :)

then he came over.. 'how abt u take down my no. and then contact me if u need them anytime soon?' dots la.. but.. on courtesy.. i took down his no. la.. i'm nice kies..

then he went on.. 'u can call me out for tea.. lunch.. dinner.. supper.. movies too u know..' i smiled.. in my heart.. i went.. dots la.. so obvious he is stupid u know.. haha.. his friend then whispered something to him.. then i guess was to ask him to ask for my no. instead la.. so he went.. 'so can i ask u out for tea...... (shall not repeat.. he repeated wat he said earlier anyways..) but i dun have ur no...'

my heart went.. DOTS~!! but i still had to give la.. else.. i dunno how to reject u know.. boos.. then he went off.. to accompany my grannies.. they click u know.. like WOW la..

and he has to like msg me to talk to me? wat the.. wasting my msges only.. boliaos.. and his msges are.. HAHA.. shall leave this part out.. i still have the msges though.. want see can come ask me.. :)


okie.. enough abt that weirdo kid.. met up with jiaxin and karlyn.. followed by yumin huiqi and zijun.. yups.. walked around bugis.. took neos.. and then home.. :)

i'm FIRST to arrive home u know.. haha..






i realised..



sometimes when u put too much effort.. and it can no longer withstand the pressure exerted.. the friendship breaks.. and sometimes when u forgot to exert some pressure on it.. it does not proceed.. friendship becomes so hard to maintain..

hmm.. actually.. i'm not too sure wat i'm talking abt.. but.. who cares.. yesh..


i hate falling sick la.. and i dun understand why i get poisoned so easily.. weird and retarded body.. twice in like two months.. i have a wonderful body can.. even the doctor says so.. but my stomach feels so empty all the time.. when i tried to fill it with things.. then haha.. i'll start throwing and releasing.. sigh..


karlyn and yuer juz promised me that they will send hiim to me tomolo.. hees.. thanks.. although i know it's never gonna happen.. but.. yes.. thanks so much..



i think there's a lot of catching up i need to do ar.. haiz.. huien.. eli.. jo.. desmond.. jeremy.. qingyao.. jiawei.. joycelyn.. sophi.. xueting.. weizhen.. money.. rebecca.. jess.. zhiyu.. christine.. minyi.. wow.. so many ppl on the list.. haiz..

seriously.. friendship is really hard to maintain u know.. haiz..






i'm getting tired of counting days le.. but he hasn't been online for pretty long le.. haiz..



went out with karlyn pamela and lixin on tuesday to catch corpse bride.. but we missed parts of it while trying to smuggle my laopo in la.. and at the end of the whole show.. i went.. huh? dun pretty understand u know.. but i still think it's a nice show.. i shall wait for the vcd to be out to watch it again.. :)

went over to bugis.. met up with giagia and sammie.. they went for seoul.. and due to my food phobia.. me and karlyn went taking neos and a short shopping.. i like that fan machine la.. so nice.. :)


gone to work.. and i'm late again.. yesh.. again.. i'm always late la.. last week.. late for 45 mins.. this week 15 mins.. gosh.. this is bad.. but sam is nice u know.. ^^

started raining when i reached the station.. and so happened i met ric.. haha.. this new guy that i know from the gym.. okie.. he has a nice body too u know.. and the two of us walked in the rain from the train station together.. hees..

and the day goes by.. chatted chatted chatted.. and time somewat flew.. first with ric.. till stanley came at 6 plus.. haha.. then with sam and ben.. and the rest of them.. i'm beginning to like the ppl there le.. :)


i stayed home the whole day today.. rotting my life away.. i wasn't in a mood to go out la.. so postponed my shopping trip with rebecca till next week.. plus.. no money to spend.. okie.. not that la.. but.. i spent too much that i'm left with not much now.. haha..

searched up on the hotel thing.. searched up on all sorts of nonsense la.. that's jus something u will do when u totally have no idea wat u wanna do..

read my new seventeen mag.. and wow-ness la.. the gowns inside are like beyond teens' budget can.. one of the ones that i tot was nice cost a whole lump sum of a goody-good 800 bucks.. but i think the makeup sets and all looks pretty cool u know.. hees.. :)



oh ya.. talking abt vain.. ben said.. ppl who visits the gym are all vainpots.. hahaha.. i think true u know.. cos they wanna tone their body.. not becos they wanna lose weight u know.. cos losing weight would jus require a jog at the track which cost zero cents.. why bother paying more to workout in the gym.. :)


anyway.. i think the new member who is gonna join typhoon would be revealed either in this month's or next's jstar mag ba.. cos sun zhong said will decide by end of the month who's joining ar.. probably dalun i guess.. cos he dances well too can.. yesh.. i like guys who can dance la.. :)

not only that.. short plus slightly long hair.. haha.. seriously.. most of the guys i see as cute or keai or shuai fits those categories la.. hees..


energy's disbanding.. i think we are too?? :)

those who understands understands.. those who dun dun..

i miss those days..

and..








i'm in no mood to type anything.. let the photos do the talking.. :)

take care everyone.. huiiyii loves hiim lots..






NINTYONE.. and i was at the beach.. :)




karlyn's SUPER burnt.. but u know wat.. being under that same hot singapore's sun.. for that same period of time.. I'M NOT.. hmm.. i may be a plant being u know..

with the sun.. then i can photosynthesize.. producing oxygen and breathing in carbon dioxide to react with that chorophyll in my blood.. cool..


i guess too much telly had caused damage to my brains.. and i think for some reason.. he has caused them to malfunction too.. lucky me.. i'm not having exams.. to have a malfunctioned brain during this period would have probably killed me.. :)

he broke the record of not coming online yesterday.. cos he came online.. like WOW.. seriously.. i was shocked to see that he logged in u know.. i mean.. who wouldn't.. it's been NINETEEN days u know..

being retarded.. yesh.. cos he wants the wishes to last longer.. he's sending out christmas cards now.. wat else can i say..


though i never said he was retarded directly.. but i guess he somewat knew.. hees.. he asked me to send hiim one before he sends me one.. alright.. i shall then..

thanks for that retarded mail.. i grin-ed at myself when i saw it.. :)


i met this insurance person on my way home today.. and he speaks like somebody u know.. cutes.. it did remind me of him lahs.. so alike lors.. i think they share the same personality and character too cans..

suddenly..


i msged him and told him.. okies.. not that i miss him lahs.. juz asked how he was and stuff.. hees.. glad we are still friends lahs.. but.. hmmm.. shan't think too much.. :)

oh great.. now i cannot get the memories that we had off my mind.. gosh.. HELP~!!



hmm..

; LOVE is letting the one u love experience the greatest happiness.

i shall take this to heart.. actually i already did.. cos i did wished hiim and her all the best u know.. :)


oh ya.. i saw this on TVmobile juz now..

; we often wear 30% of our wardrode 70% of the time.

i tot it was so true u know.. then if it's so.. any suggestions on wat we can do to the other 70% of our wardrobe so that it becomes part of that 30%??


anyway.. i'm no longer in my writing testi mood le.. and i realised.. there are still ppl that i think they deserved one.. but didn't receive one.. hmm.. i'm sorrie..

guess these ppl will have to wait till that mood comes back to find me kies.. smiles.. :)


we went for seoul today.. and now.. at the tot of it.. i seriously feel like puking.. but that place was like market lahs.. noisy like a whole bunch of aunties were there..

spoil my appetite.. and the floor is super sticky.. i felt so disgusted lah.. yesh.. they didn't give us a soup spoon either..


i'm going for sakae's buffet on monday~!! it's a deal le.. ;p


i think i can forgo my plans le lor.. at the rate i'm eating.. exercise.. then put all in again.. okies.. i forgot.. i'm a plant being.. so how do plant being lose weight??


okies.. enough of nonsense.. i'm off to bed..







yeah.. blogger have gotten the problem solved.. heez.. GOOD.. ^^


hmm.. i was into a writing testi mood today.. and i think i wrote testi for most of the ppl whom i tot deserved one.. heez.. today's thursday le.. how time flies u know.. almost one week gone for my holidays le..



he added a new pic to hiis friendster account.. hmm.. actually.. that pic not nice u know.. haha.. anyway.. if he added a new pic.. means he does come online lor.. but why isn't he logging in MSN.. and why isn't he replying mails.. haiz..


i tot of msging hiim in friendster u know.. but i dun dare.. ARGH~!! why is this so? i hate this lahs.. haiz..


nevermind.. i shall blog abt happie stuffs.. cos dingdangWEI reminds me of happie stuff.. ^^

hmm.. mass conversations are eyes and brain straining u know.. heez.. u need to give full attention.. plus.. yumin hates my SILVER colored font.. ;p



now there's the daoyaosi 'family'.. heez..

myLIXIN: TALLdaoyaosi; YUMIN: LAMEdaoyaosi; KARLYN: BENdaoyaosi; PAMELA: BLURdaoyaosi; ZIJUN: BHBdaoyaosi; ME: DUMBdaoyaosi.


there are still others in the 'family'.. but.. i have no idea who they are lah.. so check out the other's blog to find out ba.. ;p


oh yesh.. muz announce.. I'M GOING TO THE BEACH TOMOLO~!!
haha.. i know i'm nutz.. but.. i'm looking forward to it u know.. :)

i think it's nice being a lil' tanner.. as in.. juz a lil' ba.. ^^
i still like being fair u know.. haha..


hmm.. shall end here ba.. back to my writing of testi.. :)






hmm.. i'm here to post at double 1 double 3 pm.. haha.. so cool..


anyways.. i went jog-walking with karlyn at toa payoh stadium today.. heez.. singapore's sun can be super hot u know.. it's juz for that short two hours or so.. and we are burnt.. haha.. but i think it was fun lahs.. but tiring..


went for work.. super long five hours i had to pass.. feeling extremely tired and sleepy somemore.. but time did pass quite fast..

at abt 6 plus plus.. this guy came over and told me that his friend over there wanna know me.. and.. haha.. sam was like.. 'okie.. be nice.. say hello..' and so i did.. i said 'hi..' he smiled.. and i tot that was all.. then when they were abt to leave.. they came over.. asked for my name.. then wanted my no. but lucky sam was around.. if not.. i dunno wat to do lahs.. sam told him.. 'how abt u give her ur no.?' hahaha.. and so did he.. i dunno where i left that piece of paper le anyways.. oops.. haha..

but.. please be reminded.. I'M NOT INTERESTED IN YOUNGER GUYS.. oops.. :)


then dawn and the rest came.. chatted a little.. and the time flew.. heez.. then these two guys came in.. okie.. actually a lot of guys came in lahs.. but haha.. dunno why those two kinda caught my attention.. heez..

one's with hiis kinda body.. the other with hiis kinda looks.. how i wish they could exchange.. haha.. i know.. I'M NUTZ..

anyways.. they had their workout.. and actually sam was saying they kept looking over.. but actually.. i dun have an idea abt that lahs.. but i know they symbolise hiim to a certain extend u knows.. yups.. and they are cute lahs.. they played scissors paper stone with each other.. :)

time flew again.. hang around and it's time they have to go.. and.. HAHA.. i dunno why they came over and said 'bye..' i was er.. kinda shocked lah.. hahahaha.. but happie.. oops.. :)

i said 'bye..' and the hiim-looking guy said 'i'm stanley and he is jimmy.. u are?'.. hahahaha..


'i'm huiyi..' and they left.. :)


heez.. they are cute u know.. oops.. I THINK I'M REALLY NUTZ..

but they sorta made me MISS HIIM MORE le..

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