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from childhood till beyond

BAHH, my heart spells COMPLICATED. ):


anyway, term break's over. and, it's time to start preparing for the final lap. before that, it's all the assignments and presentation dues.

childhood and youth quiz - 3 october,
storytelling project #2 - 17 october,
food science presentation - 17 october,
marketing presentation and report - 22 october,
marketing assignment #4 - 22 october,
advertising report - 31 october,
advertising presentation - 7 november, and
food science mcq test - 14 november.

how i hope everything could really pass sooner. but it would mean that it's into the working society for me. which do i exactly prefer?

i know. being a child.


oh well, i kinda have a rough idea how my story for project #2 is going to be. it'll be named - "childhood identity".

basically, how a child goes through a journey of identifying himself with his surroundings, family and peers. and through all of this, the child tries to identify himself with his likings and determines who he really is. very similar to what i've learnt in childhood and youth, but i thought it is something really worth thinking about.


it's been several weeks and my cute nephew has grown so much cuter! and, since my busy cousin haven't been updating, i'll do it here. HAHA. (:

now, my cute lil' nephew can walk and run, kick and throw. what's more, he can call 'papa', 'mama', 'ahzor' and 'ahma'. i so love his cheeky and charming smile. he does know how to get his way around. UBER CUTE! ^^


presenting my 15-month-old nephew.




singapore's first f1 night race is today!

truthfully, i'm pretty upset. but, i couldn't show it. and, i shouldn't show it.
i shall just place everything else aside and really be happy about all else except that. it really isn't anything big, just a very small issue. so let's not mourn over it. maybe it's all planned and fated. maybe something nicer may happen (i hope).

okie, now that i've said everything out. i seriously feel so much better. (:
THANK YOU, my dear blog.


well, anyway, i was browsing through the photos in my photobucket.
and boy, i miss the good ol' days.

being a 'grown-up' isn't nice AT ALL. i hope i could throw everything aside and live the way i used to. less problems, more carefree. now i truly come to wonder, how nice would it be to always remain a kid.

i wish i was still a child.


left to hibernate.



酸甜
by SHE & 飞轮海

拆开了爱情的保鲜
赏味期限是没上线
凭我感觉自由来挑选
酸酸甜甜都由我做主

看到你的微笑像可口的樱桃
笑着对我说你好甜蜜到炸掉
快乐摆在餐桌我好想吃到饱
喝一口浪漫我就开始醉倒

偶尔需要吃醋刺激味蕾
好让你发现我是多麽可贵
加一点想念加一点冒险
幸福的滋味我调味

拆开了爱情的保鲜
赏味期限是没上线
凭我感觉自由来挑选
酸酸甜甜由我做主
品味着爱情的酸甜
赏味期限是没上限
平淡浓烈我都不拒绝
酸酸甜甜都由我做主

猜忌怀疑暧昧我都乐於体会
爱情是一种直觉没什麽绝对
我们天生一对真心就是绝配
酸甜的回忆每天都要回味

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酸酸甜甜的好滋味
由我来做主
啦～～～～～
酸酸甜甜啦啦啦啦

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yes, yes, yes. i finally made my way to the lengendary place after 4 years or so? I'M ALL SMILES. (:




lantern fantasy 2oo8 @ chinese garden.

and today, it was a whole day of discussion and making plans for advertising module. what will it be like in the real industry, when a project assignment alone is already killing us?

from the fundamental stuff of the company, to packaging, to advertisements, to new concepts. it was a whole load of things to consider and determine.

was at millenia from 10.30am to about 2.30pm, then over to marina for lunch and had more discussion. and finally, while the others left, we continued a little on the design of the packaging. so, well at least we have have taken a little off. hope it'll all turn out well.



MONDAY, 22 SEPT
it was a day @ home to complete some stuffs, though it's the term break officially for me. but well, term break equates "time to catch up before it's exams in a flash!"

things to be done this 5 days (excluding the weekends);
food science presentation, marketing case study report, advertising brainstorming, storytelling proposal and childhood readings.

what i intended to complete by monday was the food science presentation. but, it failed against me. guess i was just too particular when it came to design, and i totally spent 3/4 the time trying to fix the color, layout, fonts and everything else that fits the theme of organic food production. and, i only had like 2 points generated for my part at the end of the day.

BAHH.


TUESDAY, 23 SEPT
sometimes i really wonder. hard or too hard?

well, went to school for marketing meeting with the rest of the group from all faculties. and, it was really interesting as everyone of us had different opinions and expectations of the requirements and what exactly should we focus on.

settled everything in about 2 hours, and it was home sweet home for me. spent some time on my food science presentation and this time, some conducive work was done. but, it is still incomplete. i declared, "i'm really slow at doing things!" ):


left home for dinner and movie.
a disaster movie is really a disaster. a story that totally has no storyline. or, if there was a storyline, it was a trying-so-hard-to-make-one kind of a storyline. if you ever consider watching it, go with a empty heart. just for laughs, yet not exactly funny after all.

well, something that it did achieve is when you try to link it to the actual show after every retarded section that is 'oh-so-familiar'.


i shall get back to work. meeting for food science tomorrow @ 2.
and, it's chinese garden trip, like finally. (:



SATURDAY, 20 SEPTEMBER

HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY,
to my dearest!


our picture book of love.
it's finally twelve. and, i'm glad we've moved so far together with each other. in times of happy or sad, good or bad, we stood by for each other and provided comfort at the end of every situation. may our love continue to grow strong and yet, stronger with each day that we spend with each other in the months and years ahead! (:


our little itinerary for our anniversary was a pretty new experience for us with nic korkor and aylwyn, slightly past midnight. dim sum supper @ desker road, followed by a enriching tour round geylang in the midst of the night.

the day itself was just for the two of us, spending the most fruitful time together. sushi tei dinner, followed by haagen dazs dessert @ vivo. walked around a little and it's home-sweet-home.


SUNDAY, 21 SEPTEMBER
there was nothing much we had in planned for today and thus, we went around shopping and looking around.
raffles city, citylink, suntec, marina, bugis.


with greatest love, from me to you.




a journey through space.
my story is finally completed. my whole of thursday and friday is filled with powerpuff and more powerpuff. and, finally, it has come to an end.

but, what's more. i've got another one coming up once again.


my first project isn't to perfection. but, with the limited time that i've got, there's nothing much that i could request for. well, at least there's a beginning, a climax and an end. the basic of a story did exist in a way or another. no comments for it though.


it's one to twelve.



my days are filled with school and nothing else but that.
prototype, marketing assignment, advertising quiz, final story.


plans for chinese garden hasn't been successful. it was either the time, or the weather. well, not fated. hopefully i'll be able to go before it ends on the 28.

caught make it happen yesterday @ cineleisure. and, i was disappointed. the dance wasn't fantastic, and the storyline wasn't great either. i guess i only liked the last ten minutes of the entire hour and a half. wouldn't exactly recommend the show, but could still watch it. just isn't that wonderful if compared to the other dance movies that i've watched.


i've just completed my marketing assignment! so, things to be done today includes preparing for the advertising quiz this thursday and continue with my story to be submitted by friday.

it'll be term break next week. and, i'm looking forward. there's lots to catch up but at least there'll be more time to rest and enjoy. (:

things to be completed by term break - readings for childhood, readings for food science and readings for advertising. assignment for food science and assignment for advertising.

girl, JIAYOU lo! soon, it'll be weeks to graduation.


four to twelve.





wall e digital @ the grand cathay.

i finally caught my beloved walt disney / pixar animation - WALL E! (((:
and, well, for your information, WALL E stands for waste allocation load lifter earth-class.
(so, what does WALL R actually stand for?)


i'm so glad and happy. it's such a nice and educational movie, unlike some disgusting comedy which you watch and laugh, and forget all about it the second you stepped out of the theatre. well, those who have watched it should know it.

was @ plaza singapura's pastamania, and i unintentionally overheard the conversation of the ladies sitting next to us. and one of them were offering bad critiques about that movie, too. so you should know what i mean.


everyone, WALL E is really a must watch! please please please do catch it.
i assure no regrets for every cent spent.

it totally reminded me to stop wastage and to stop polluting the planet earth we are living on. although there may be an alternative location to stay and survive, there's no place like home. and, no place to stay slim and healthy. HOHO!


gotta get to my tedious and tiresome story again. teach me how to use my right brain, please.






pure. sweet and lovely.

don't ask me why this picture. but, i just thought it kinda reflects my mood. when i saw the picture, it was an instant relation and affection i had with it.

the pureness represents how i felt calm and peaceful with everything that's around me, even school. the sweetness of its pink probably reflects how happy and satisfied i am with the little completion and achievements of some of the things i was supposed to do. the loveliness of it entirely signifies how much i really wish my life could be, to just be as lovely as it could ever be.


i'm craving for nice nice chocolate. yum.



it's stay-home monday today. there's tonnes of things to complete. but, i'm already losing concentration when i hardly even started.

storytelling readings for reflections, prototype of project #1, READINGS for childhood, research for organic food, research for advertising, marketing assignment #1.
BAHH, that's pretty a lot to be exact.

and, if i were to actually look back, time has really past in a flash. i was just in the midst of trying to secure modules and balloting for tutorials, and now it'll be term break in two weeks. which also mean that, i'll be finishing school real soon. great, and my future is like still in a extreme state of confusion.

it's time to start planning already.


oh yes, it's mid-autumn festival and i want to visit the chinese garden. it's hello kitty again, was it the same the last time i went? i'm falling short in my little memory.

and, i haven't watch WALL-E. i want to catch make it happen too.
'plans may change, dreams never do.'



currently, i don't know exactly how to describe the feelings of my heart.
heartache, uncertainty, unhappiness, while trying very hard to concentrate and put all my heart and soul into school and work. i hate myself, i hate this feeling and i hate you. ):

i guess it's really time for me to sit down and really consider what kind of girl am i exactly. how exactly should i describe myself as a person? i totally have got no idea.


well, a belated birthday wish for 3rd of september. your gift is still with me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
to my nic korkor.


i know i've lost a really important item in this relationship. but, it really wasn't intentional. and i apologised. it's after all just not working. i know i'm the one who has caused the gap between us, but if i was really that important to you, i thought, you would have tried to bridge the gap.

so now, as i continue to rift away in the open seas, becos i couldn't see the shores in any direction, i just hope you would be fine out there, without me. i hope it'll just be a short period of time while i search for a shore. i hope at the end of it all, it will still be the same shore that i'll arrive at, into the comfort of your lovely arms.

for now, take care, my love.

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