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from childhood till beyond

2 down, 2 more to go.
but i feel like i'm losing hold of it already!
ENDURE, girl!

hmmm, i'm done with advertising and childhood. now, i'm gonna pull through food science and marketing, and that officially marks the end of my journey as a STUDENT.

i'm feeling so confused. is that good or not?

i do like being a student though. it's so much more carefree, so much more relaxed (that's before the assignment due and examination periods though). i like working on all those projects and finally get to see the outcome, feeling satisfied with the amount of effort being put in. but, sometimes, group work can really be a core, especially if the groupmates are pretty ridiculous.

these two years plus in uni, i'm really happy to have met with a lot a lot of nice working members. we had tonnes of fun working together. other than work, there's always play! although there's this exception, but let bygones be bygones! look ahead! (:


oh yes, had a fulfilling dinner treat from deardear at sakae, just the night before my very first paper. he said, it's an encouragement for me to mark the start of exams. haha, so cute.

but, i know, we are gonna miss another important date together this year. haiz, i can't complain much. it's not what both of us wanted anyway, i supposed. i can't blame the government who implemented national service, either. BAHH.


hmmm, it's three! and, i haven't started a single bit for my food science paper tomorrow.
it's time to get to work!

see everyone of you soon! (:



don't ask me why i'm still online. but, well, there's always a need for a break. although i haven't been very constructive in studying. BAHH.

i'm getting so sick of studying and examinations. it's getting so long. but then again, there's not exactly enough time to complete everything actually. COMPLICATING.


it's FOURTEEN.
well, we've been through a lot. thinking back, there's time of happiness and sadness. there for me when i get bad grades and then, motivated and encouraged to ensure that i get better grades in the coming semester. and yes, i did. (:

there's times that we get really sick and tired and feel like jus letting everything go, but we'll always get over it and come to realise how much a truly understanding relationship matters to both of us.

now, as we continue on in our journey, i wish that we'll be loving and sweet like we've always been.

HAPPY FOURTEEN,
dear!

oh yes, i guess the rest of the girls are out, chilling and having fun out there. i apologise that i can't join all of you today. but, i promise, we'll meet up after the 1st! or even on the 1st itself. hee.

have fun today! see you all soon! (:



i'm feeling really glad and relieved!
i guess it's what you call, all your efforts are paid off! (:

today's presentation was pretty much a success. beginning with tonnes of butterflies in all our stomachs, being the last group is really pressurising. but well, we still did our best. with some laughter amidst it due to technical faults, but it was to our advantage though.

"arghh.. ouchh.. arghh.."
that's something that i'll never forget about this advertising project. we had so much fun and laughter during the recording, and not forgetting it at the presentation as well. what's more is that it happened just before it's my turn, and i've got a problem of controlling my laughter. thankfully i still managed to stop laughing. =x

"good effort for all the creatives!"
that was really an encouragement in itself. i've enjoyed your class greatly. glad that you had a nice time teaching us these thirteen weeks too!

i'm really glad that everything is really well-received and appreciated!

WELL DONE, GIRLS!



i need to scream!
SCREAMS.
it's the last week of school!
and other things, as well.

well, first things first,
two days ago was my dearest and cutest jiejie's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CAT,
on november 8! (:
i'm waiting for your return! hee.
meanwhile, take good care over in indo!

school's still not that relaxed afterall. though it's already the last week, there's still a project to be done, a presentation to prepare for and a mid-term test @ the end of the semester. BAHH!

besides, it's the transition from school to work already. my gosh, my status of student will officially be gone soon. which is totally depressing and stressful, yet school life's torturing me till i hope it ends soon. HOW CONTRADICTING.

my body's deteriorating at rapid speed. and, i seriously think i need a break. but now, there's totally no time and entirely impossible for any breaks. not even a short one i guess.

strive on for less than a month and it'll really be over.


december, here i come!



suddenly, the issue of friends came into my mind.


so, how do one define "FRIEND"?

to me, friend is one who stays with you all the while, though not physically, but least, emotionally and spiritually. someone who may not be with you all the time, but will always be there when you needed someone to.

friends should always be there to give you a pat on your shoulders when you needed that little support, and there to give you the fullest encouragement to cheer you up when things aren't going the way it really should be.

besides, friends should cheer you on with the things that you are determined to do, and not there to jeer and make a joke of who you may really want to be. of which, this is what ihate and idetest most.


i'm glad i have several true and really good friends by my side. many of them, we don't contact each other everyday. but, we are always there for one another in times of joy or sorrow. and that, i really am glad and thankful of.

i guess i should always look on the brighter side and be happy.

although there may be that few whom are not those i may consider as true friends, or rather they may not consider me as their true friends. but no matter what, i have many others who are truly worth my effort and tears for the friendship between us.


i do not blame them for things turning out the way it is today. maybe the way we define friendship is different and the way we intend to share friendship is opposing. well, that's probably the reason why. no grudges or anything of that sort. it's an experience and memory shared, afterall.


life's about encountering changes and meeting challenges.
that's how an individual will eventually learn to grow.

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